Temple of the Dark Moon

             There and Not Yet Back Again

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                       Enimsil Liwruoy

Its a cloudy saturday morning of the first of September. looks like its about to rain though… and on me happy day no less~!! well, happy is probably and overstatement… yup… this is D-Day. In mere .. hmm..lets see… one .. two… two and half hours more and i shall embark to flight ak 5272 and head to bintulu for the next 3 years of me life… lemme hope that is the maximum. hehehehe.

this is the ranting of a neurotic person… always complaining… always looking at the darker side of life. I must say there is always some anxiety regarding leaving home for somewhere else… nevertheless, it is somewhat exciting. afterall, its like u are leaving the comfort of the FaMa Corporation and try to make it out on your own after like what… 23 years? i know i know.. maybe for u guys or some ppl out there, u will be like ‘23 years? u spoilt brat’… but anyhoo, thats my life..hahaha.. i guess i am spoilt for that reason.

i am rather glad that i am going far away from home though. for one thing, there is no need to return home and kinda feel like man, i am here again in this controlled environment. i guess i am a little fed up trying to always follow hourse rules… maybe… just maybe there is a little rebellious me that has never came out during my teenage years has finally has its cage opened and is now dying to taste what is it like to live outside the bounds and rules of home. maybe there is this thrill that this naive self thinks exist in trying to make it out on your own… totally not dependant on FaMa ever again. but i guess for now its still impossible since i just used another thousand for buying clothes and stuff… and not to mention enlisting their help to ship and manage me stuff that i cant bring over there now. ah well, maybe independence is not an over night thing~.

and therefore, here i am; at the brink of a new future, new beginning… a future that only I can carve… that only I can decide.

man, sounds really corny huh? Kakakakaka…

am gonna miss all ya bozos that I have been hanging out for five years… of course minus roy and ong cause i probably will see them for the rest of my life…ahhaha…so can still take for granted..eheheh.

Good luck and Good job hunting everyone~!!!